I have been attending to long ignored dental care and the universe is repaying my neglect. Living on the line financially with a long standing fear (read terror) based on past experiences does not lead to a lifetime of staying faithful with dental visits.
I admit to the usual reasons for this neglect.
Cost : The costs of dental care are prohibitive and most of my life I have been squarely in the middle between not enough income for insurance to much income to qualify for assistance. Many RV'ers go to Mexico to have dental work done. Since I am land bound most of the year in Northern Washington State this is not an option for me.
This winter I discovered a deeply buried secret. There are a number of clinics that have sliding scale copay's that are based on your income. I made an appointment and started the process of regaining my dental health. My avoidance lead to the not so fun process of dental scaling, a deep deep cleaning where they blast and scrap away tarter 1/4 of your teeth at a time. I also needed a few fillings, and two crowns. So it began.....
FEAR: All of my life I have had a difficult time with Novocaine being effective. Doctors and Dentists all have theories as to the cause and with each new Doctor they seem to start with anxiety as the cause.
Needless to say I have had many difficult encounters through the trial and error of ineffective numbing. After many appointments they are realizing that I can't see what part of a tooth they are working on but I FEEL it. The other issue is how much medication it takes and that it often is wearing off before the procedure is done. After many trials....
Nitrous Oxide and I have become fast friends.
As is usual for me, my dental care seldom goes according to the plan. We started with the blasting/ scaling and cleaning. The second visit started an infection that has been difficult to treat. The next step is a root canal the day after Memorial Day and then the prep and placement of the last crown. It has taken so long and many appointments to get to this point. I am looking forward to finishing this chapter.......for now.
Unfortunately, the additional care will cause a delay for our departure for summer travels.
Since I have an inflammatory stimulated disorder, I need to make continuing routine dental care a priority. Finding appropriate dental care is challenging while living in one place. Full time travel adds another layer of complexity and decision making to the process. It clearly needs to be factored in when making a choice about state residency. I am getting prepared for my future.
I am grateful to have found a place that helps make dental affordable for me
AND
the care professionals and I have become well acquainted
they know my needs well.
AND, I must congratulate
myself.....I am doing it.
PS. I have to admit that given the subject matter, I had fun cruising images on the internet to entertain myself writing this post. It has almost been therapeutic.